Girls (cont)
Well...... I went to my girlfriends house with every intention of breaking up with her. But instead i pussed out. Literarily. Instead of breaking up we had sex. I think she sensed me being upset and used what i like to call "puss-uasion" to get her way. I cant really complain, but now i cant break up with her. There definitly has to be a grace period between the last time you have sex and a break up. Otherwise i will just look like the worlds biggest asshole.
Anyway...My summer is looking up. I have a job finally. Im going to be stuck doing some bullshit on a computer for a pathetic 10.50 an hour. Oh well guess it could be worse. I could be of the worlds useless fucks and work at a fast food joint. At least i now have a method to pay for all the partying ive been doing since ive been home. I also need to furnish my new house.

Girls
So ive been doing a lot of thinking. Girls suck. Seriously. Before my current relationship i was what some people called an "asshole" or player of girls. But then things changed. I actually committed to a girl, and treated her great. We were happy and fine and then she suddenly returned to being stupid. She began questioning my committment based on my previous behavior. Which i can understand. But when I try to tell her how ive changed she gets angry about telling her my previous actions. So then she crys and says I broke her heart. The next day everything seems to have blown over and were kinda ok. I try to make plans with her to see a movie of her choice she says she doesnt think she will be able to go. So thats fine i told her to call me later. She does, and tells me shes going out with some friends because apparently her boyfriend doesnt want to hang out with her and procedes to run a guilt trip on me for not wanting to see her. I brought up the fact I asked her about a movie and she denies it and says she has to go. WHY ARE SOME GIRLS SO STUPID?!?!?!?!?!! someone please tell me.

Graduation
Heres a little advice for all you graduating little tots: DONT BE SAD!. Over the years your going to still see the poeple that really matter, and the others you wont give a fuck. You will actually be happy that you dont see a lot of the people. You'll run into them, they try to bring up some random memory you shared and the whole time you will be thinking shut the fuck up. So before you start spending all your time listening to sappy sad graduation songs think about how drunk you will be when you get to college(those that actually go, all you dumbasses have fun flipping burgers. So get a few phone numbers, stop looking at your year book and move on with your life.

Home...Yay
This whole home for the summer thing isnt quite working out. Its been two weeks and ive accomplished a whole lot of nothing. Actually my life has taking a turn for the worse. I still have no summer job, my girlfriend may be breaking up with me becuase of a girl i kissed months ago and well waterford sucks ass. Oh well enough bitching. Weve started filming our "jackass" type stunts to put into a video project weve had going for a over a year now. Thats been a lot of fun and the only productive feature of my summer, if you call streaking acrosse a girls softball practice productive that is. I also have been on pain killers for the last week due to wisdom teeth. I dont need the pain killers but its nice being on them. This update has been a quick update on my summer.